Today's
quotation:
Sometimes
you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what
you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you
must feel that you can trust them, too-- even when you’re
in the dark. Even when you’re falling.
Morrie Schwartz
Tuesdays with Morrie
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Today's
Meditation:
If
you come from any sort of abusive or neglectful
background, you know how hard it can be to trust other
people. We grow up not trusting in good things
happening, not trusting people to come through on their
promises, not trusting life to show us its best
side. We grow up thinking that the only thing we can
trust is that promises will be broken and that other
people can't be trusted to do what they say they will.
It's
a terribly difficult feeling to work through and to leave
behind; some people never do so because they don't ever
realize that it's part of their psyche, that it's a
natural but unpleasant result of a lifetime of broken
trust. But it's something that we need to get a
handle on because most people on this planet are
trustworthy, and we do them-- and ourselves-- a huge
disservice when we don't trust them. So much of what
happens in our lives is the result of other people's
actions that we must trust others or face a lifetime of
negative expectations, which usually bring about negative
results.
It's
a terrible reality that our expectations can cause our
results-- we tend to find people who aren't trustworthy,
and they keep reinforcing our lack of trust in
everyone. We must keep in mind that our unconscious
efforts to sabotage ourselves in order to make our beliefs
true are more of a problem than anything that happened to
us in the past. If the people in our lives aren't
trustworthy, we need to search out people who are, and
make them part of our lives. If they are trustworthy
and we don't trust them, the problem is ours and we must
deal with it.
When
we can trust others, we can spend our lives in much more
positive ways. Some may not live up to our trust,
but they're the exceptions rather than the rule. The
way we treat others is the way they treat us back, and if
I want other people to trust me, then I need to trust
them-- and I need to avoid the people whom I know I cannot
trust, to keep them from poisoning the well.
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