Today's
quotation:
To be able to forgive, we must come down from the
citadel of pride, from
the stronghold of hate and anger, from the high place where all emotions
that
issue from one's sense of being wronged shout only for vengeance and
retaliation.
John Hess
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Today's
Meditation:
Forgiveness
is often difficult, not because of any outside influences,
but because of what's going on in our minds. Any
difficulties in forgiving someone else for something that
they've done are internal, not external. If I've
been wronged, then I can think of tons of reasons not to
forgive the wrongdoer, and pretty much all of them have to
do with my own self- righteousness instead of any sort of
logical, reasonable reasons. I can use logic to
rationalize my self-righteousness, but that doesn't change
what it is.
It's
kind of difficult to conceive of a lack of forgiveness
being our problem, for after all, someone else has hurt
us. But that hurt and the forgiveness are completely
different things, connected only by happenstance. If
we refuse to forgive, that means that in our hearts we
want the other person to suffer as we feel we have
suffered, and a lack of forgiveness is often the only
weapon we really have to inflict a hurtful wound on
someone else.
When
we allow pain to continue, though, and we even try to add
to the pain with our own refusal to forgive, we're not
exactly contributing to the positive energy of this
world. Rather, we're leaving wounds unhealed and
we're perpetuating the pain and anguish that we could
easily erase from existence if we only were able to
forgive. I really don't want to be responsible for
any more negativity than absolutely necessary-- heaven
knows I've made my share of contributions to the negative
side of this world, and I hope that I'm able to contribute
much less as time goes on and I grow (hopefully) a bit
wiser.
We
want to do good in this world, and holding on to a grudge
isn't doing good. Harboring resentment isn't doing
good. Remaining angry isn't doing good.
Forgiving is doing good. Is it possible that it's
really that simple?
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